warn your warmth to turn away

Sunday, 30 October 2011

Tika Dan Saat

Kau Hadir Tika Dan Saat Itu...
Memberi Aku Kekuatan...
Untuk Menerusi Hidup Ku...
Yang Tiada Arah Tujuan...

Kau Menemani...
Kesunyian Hati Yang Melanda...
Kau Bagaikan Pari-Pari...
Yang Hadir Untuk...
Mewarnai Hidup Ku Yang Kusut Ini...

Namun Tika Dan Saat Ini Juga...
Kau Pergi Meninggalkan Ku...
Aku Harus Menerima Kenyataan...
Kau Bukan Untuk Diriku Lagi Sayang...

Walaupun Perit...
Kau Tidak Akan Mengerti...
Bertapa Aku Merindui Belaian Kasihmu...
Dan Tanpa Mu Disisiku...

Walau Aku Cuba...
Untuk Tidak Menitiskan Airmata Ini...
Dan Terus Tersenyum...
Supaya Kau Tidak Melihat...
Kesedihan Yang Melanda...
Namun Aku Bimbang...
Berapa Lama Harus Aku Berpura-pura...

Sayang...
Semoga Kau Gembira...
Dan Akan Bersamanya...
Suatu Hari Kelak...
Inilah Keinginan Ku...
Untuk Melihat Kau Tersenyum Dan Bahagia...

Labels: Tika Dan Saat

Failed

I failed in every aspect...

How i wish u could read my mind & heart...

Ur the person i missed badly...

Everything about u...

I ain't the person u looked up for now...

When u looked at ur hp...

I'm not the reason behind that smile of urs...

I'm yearning for u...

I really do...

If u know how it feels to be in my shoes...

I don't think u would take it...

I'm done pretending to be okie...

When the fact is i'm not...

Labels: Failed...

Friday, 28 October 2011

~Tears~

The Tears That Come Flowing Down Uninvited...

Flows Down My Cheek...

Like A Bank Of Stream...

Trying To Be Strong...

But I Failed...

Cos Deep Down...

I'm Feeling Lost And Demoralized...

I Need A Hug...

A Hug That could Bring The Tears & Sorrows Away...

Could U?

Just A Second Will Do...

I Promise I'll Be Good...

Labels: Tears...

~The Poetry That He Wrote~

That single moment standing in a single file by the wall.
My heart thumping in my chest.

My mind playing games on me already.

Thinking about what would happen next.

Praying silently and begging that i wouldn't be brought back.

I still want to see your face again.

Simple single moments in life can affect and alter it so drastically.

There were many moments last week.

And it has changed my course of life.

An old chapter has been closed.

And another has opened.

My past week has all been about one single smile.

A smile that chases the blues and sadness away.

That makes my heart do back flips and ceases to beat for a split second.

It feels as though i am reborn again.

And I'm going to give it my all.

The smiles that never fails to make me smile.

Those sweet soft lips that sends shivers down my spine.

The music played and all I yearned for was one girl in the masses.

I reached out to her.

Wrapped my arms around her.

Pulled her to me.

Stared into her eyes.

And kissed her.

We danced and swayed lightly.

Moments that make up life.

That was definitely one of them.

So in love with you, Norizan.

Labels: memories

It Aint Easy...

Struggling between my feelings and urs...
I chose urs instead...
Cos i just want u to be happy...
Eventhough its with someone else...
It hurts me alot...
But what did i get?
The least u can actually do can't even made it through...
U deleted the poetry that was once made for me by u...
Where was the love u once said...
"I may not be ur 1st, But i'm gonna be ur last"
Those words has just begun to fade away...
As much as i wanted to take u away...
I couldn't cos i know ur heart...
Doesn't beat for me wholeheartedly...
I'm feeling lost...
That no one can seems to console me...
Only u...

Labels: it ain't easy...